One of the things that has always given me trouble about this whole god-believing thing (even back when I as a child used to believe) is this silly game of hide and seek played by these gods. Granted, my personal experience with religiosity is limited to the judeo-christian god and the weird Jesus-on-a-stick story. In any case, a god that aspires towards world domination does an extremely bad job of recruiting followers when her modus operandi is to exclusively rely on a book that can be proven to be consisting of parts forgery, random alterations, and non-random alterations[1], and that has competitive pieces of work that all claim to be the One True Book. And as if that isnât enough, within each of the three major branches of the abrahamic religions, there are countless sects and sub-branches that all consider themselves to be the only true religion, and all the others as heretics or heathens. All this mess from a purportedly allmighty, all-knowing and omnipresent god. She cannot even dictate a book that does away with interpretation and second-guessing, nor even make sure that her intellectual work is not altered, or even divinely inspire sect leaders to cooperate in order to agree and join forces. But no, it seems that as time goes by, there is just more diverging interpretation and splintering. Had any of the abrahamic so-called holy books really been a result of divine authorship or intervention, one should have expected that they were entirely differently composed, that translation to other languages would be straightforward, and that the mythology was not totally dependent on society as it was in the Middle East in the bronze age.
Back to the game of hide and seek. As a myriad of âgod-proofsâ have, one after the other, been shown to be either false, erroneous, or based on misunderstandings or ignorance of Nature and natural laws, the indications that there is a god have dwindled, and we are now left with a god-in-the-gaps situation. And these gaps are getting smaller and fewer as time goes by.
Personally, I am in the atheist camp, tending towards strong atheism. Considering the state of the evidence (or rather, the lack of positive evidence) in favor of a god, I see no reason to belive in any of the myriad of gods and religions out there. I just cannot see any credible evidence in favor of the existence of any god or gods, which indicates to me that there are none. In any case, which god is the True God? The first gods we know by name, namely the gods of the Sumerian pantheon, like Inanna, Nammu, Nergal and Enlil? Since these were the first gods we know of by name, and which by a huge margin precedes any of the abrahamic gods, surely they must have been closer to the True pantheon of gods? Or perhaps the pantheon of ancient Greece is the True one? After all, it precedes both judaism and christianity, and should be closer in time to the True pantheon.
So you see, there is an abundance of gods and pantheons out there, all that with good reason can be claimed to represent the True God(s). So which one should we choose? The one based on a book that has been shown to be at least parts forgery[1], or something else?
In any case, if there is such a thing as an almighty, all-knowing and omnipresent god, why all this hide and seek? Why present us humans with this pretense of free will in belief where the only real choice given is total surrender (âI gave you free will so you can choose to believe in me, but if you donât, prepare to be damned to an eternity of torture and miseryâ). It fails on its basic premises.
So, what would it take for me to start believing in a god? I have no idea. Firstly, I donât know which god I should supposedly believe in (there are so many to choose from), I donât know how to identify a god (how do I know it is a true godly god-manifestation of a god, and not just fever-induced fantasies, a dream, or a hoax?), and I have no idea why I should worship this god (what has this god or gods done for me, and why is this god acting like a total asshole killing innocent children with the tortures of war, famine, disease and abuse?). So, an all-knowing, omnipresent and all-powerful god would know what it would take for me to start believing, because I sure as heck do not. But no gods have so far bothered to present me with evidence I would accept. In any case, it surely is not my problem.
[1] Bart Ehrman, Forged: Writing in the Name of God, Forged: Writing in the Name of GodâWhy the Bible's Authors Are Not Who We Think They Are by Bart D. Ehrman | Goodreads
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