i do believe in the Resurrection of Jesus Christ… sounds like your have been doing some Bible reading and Theology research which is great… i don’t belive that you don’t believe in god… you might not believe in the god of whatever denomination or lack there of you were involved in… Everyone on thie Earth has a different idea of what God’ is a life force… an old Man with a white beard on a big Throne… like He is pictured in Catholic art for children… I personally like this… when i was a little girl and was brought to st. marys’ roman catholic church here in Newport ri… a big gothic church… the same one, yes that Jfk marrieed Jackie in in 1953… well… someone told me 'this is the house of God"… i thought … where is God?? the Priest sitting in the big chair was not God… I was so young that i remembered GOD from when I had seen hinm before He was born… he was a Being sitting on a throne… i think everyone will struggle with their belief or lack there of a Being we will call GOD… think st. Theresa of Calcutta and the ‘dark night of the soul’ or whatever… that is someone who eventaully becomes a saint but for a while… they question the existence of God… I understand how someone can be an Agnostic… that makes sense… i don’t if there is a God or not… and I will never know…