I like a drink, always have, I donât see that changing now, and as Churchill once said âI have had far more from drinking, than drinking has had from me.â
Worked in Holland for a year about 16 years ago, a group of us were over there as self employed contractors. Tried ecstasy, loved itâŚand everything and everyone while I was under its influence as well. As with all drugs there is a price, apart from looking like a twat at the time, you experience depression the following day, not as sudden or massive as the 3 to 4 hours of euphoria Iâd experienced the day before, but something to be mindful of.
Cocaine was easier in my experience, as you could decide how much of a high you wanted, but if you can imagine a dozen or so male contractors in their 20âs and thirtyâs drinking heavily after long hours in work, you can pretty much guess how much self control we exhibited. Again the euphoric high was followed by a longer but less drastic low, and again this was something else to be wary of.
I looked at it then much as I do now as something to be careful with, enjoy it a little then let alone. Though in the 16 years since I think Iâve tried it twice, and not for many years, ecstasy not at all since coming home.
I think a lot of ignorant nonsense is spoken about recreational drugs, and the hyperbole attached by people who have no idea what theyâre talking about doesnât help. Itâs a shame we seem unable as societies to have a frank and honest discussion about drug use. IMHO and certainly where I live, prescription drug abuse is at least as big a problem as recreational drug use.
The war on drugs is asinine, and has simply created a massive surge in organised crime globally, just as prohibition did. It seems governments are slow to learn this lesson. I donât know why. Given the past 18 months has been the hardest most stressful of my life, I take it as a good sign of not touched anything but alcohol, and prescription pain killers, both of which Iâve cut back massively. I was prescribed antidepressants twice after my wife left, but both times just stopped taking them after a couple of weeks. Mainly as I wanted to know if it was me coping or the drugs carrying me, as I donât want to ever be reliant on any substance if I can help it, even during this difficult time.
I also try not to judge, but we can usually see when someoneâs substance use is drastically impacting their quality of life.