How can you believe in something that has zero objective evidence in reality? Van til failed at reason, so do you. It is not reasonable to believe in a god, who himself has no objective evidence of existence in reality…if everyone does that, there would be accounts of werewolves riding unicorns down the street to starbucks for a latte with their vampire friends…which is just silly. I guess its time for you to stay inside on full moons, and make sure your necklace has some fresh garlic.