Thanks for your help
Im not sure forums are for me, I find this style of communicating a little strange and maybe unintentionally patronising, definately quite offputting.
No it isnt worrying, I simply thanked you for helping me to sooth this doctrine fed to me about smoking etc and for shedding a new perspective on it thus clearing out some of the doubts I had regarding my athiesm. Its not that im easily swayed I just lack confidence, I think pretty much everything everyone has said but lack the confidence in my own opinion.
You will find I dont take anything as truth or fact or knowledge unless it is demonstratable, repeatable, scientifically. Everything else in life is just philosophical babble gabble
Talking on a human level seems to be under scrutiny at every turn here which I actually find quite worrying myself. This isnt court, it is just an internet forum, nothing more than a series of webpages for people to come and talk about not much all day. This is to the forum in general
Thanks again for your time and everyone else, definately not for me, but I took some positive out of it for which I am grateful
Its not easy having acute anxiety disorder and working with a boss who is overpowering and wants to constantly convince you that your way of life is wrong. Yes I could complain but life isnt that simple in a capitalist no real employment rights world, nor is finding another job that suits.