Is the New Testament made up?

It’s not a straw man, it is an obvious contradiction in your reasoning. here are the contradictory claims:

NB that is where you earlier made the claim you have reworded here regarding the origins of natural processes and the universe.

If a deity can always exist why can’t the universe, and if you can make the claim, as you did there, without any pretence of evidence or explanation, why does anyone need anything beyond a similar claim that the universe has always existed in some form.

You seem to have missed these questions about your earlier assertion as well.

Would it help you if i bullet pointed them?

Your is a possessive pronoun, and it is intellectual integrity and not fear than motivates me not to leap to options in a false dichotomy fallacy. The laws as we know are manmade, ,what they explain are natural phenomena that are characteristic of the material universe, you are assuming that science and scientific laws and theories cannot explain what existed before the universe we currently observe existed, you can’t know this nor is the inference a rational one, see false dichotomy fallacy. None of this remotely evidences any deity.

No you believe it leads to a contradiction, but since you no more know what was or was not possible prior to the big bang than anyone else, this is just a strident claim based on a false dichotomy fallacy.