This is a perfect example of someone that needs to look back and pat themselves on the back for the awesome job they have done surviving. You have met every life challenge head on with a solution in mind. Reading that story is like a ride through the spin cycle on my half broken washing machine.
They say, “What does not kill you will make you stronger.” I don’t believe that for an instant. To get stronger you have to be aware. You have to realize your accomplishment. You have to know how to thank yourself for each step you take in the direction of resolving the issues and you have to know exactly where you are now and where you have been. You seem to have a good grasp of history and accomplishments. Take a moment to just sit down and breathe, perhaps with a sip of your favorite beverage, and just look at the amazing adventure you have lived through. Then, Reach around and pat yourself on the back for a job well done. What in the fuck else could life possibly throw at you that you would be unable to deal with? Not a fucking thing! That is how strong you have become over the years. Congratulations for hanging in there!