Thank you for visiting and for offering help.
Whilst I do not doubt your motives, may I say that your claim to be able provide answers to big questions smacks of conceit. There is absolutely no convincing evidence for the existence of God. Every established religion on earth accepts this. That is why believers are expected to accept the religion’s teaching on the basis of faith, i.e, belief without evidence. That being so, your claim to have answers suggests that you have access to information no-one else possesses.
All that aside, atheists refuse to believe in God or gods without evidence. We are not, therefore, “contemplating the existence of God”. In that, we are at least honest. Believers in God are dishonest because they promote belief as fact, albeit their dishonesty often stems from a lack of understanding and a sincere and strongly held belief, rather than for any wrong intent.
Like many here, I’m sure, I am very happy to discuss/debate with you but you must understand that you will be called not to offer help but to justify your assertions.